prayer support

I need prayer for wisdom, strength, finances, and continual restoration. I got presented with the opportunity to live with some of my closest friends this next school year. However, before I even get the chance to move in a would have already paid $1000 without even touching foot on U.S soil. I guess i am just scared sometimes because i quit so of my jobs to find out my true calling. I know God is all powerful but sometimes it scares me because eventually my funds will run out for paying for rent and i have no job. I cannot even apply for jobs while i am here so basically i got to make a decision about this house, and its been really testing me with rent payments and also no job. Bigger the roadblock i guess the bigger opportunity to watch God show his power! Also so far we have been talking a lot about leadership, and I have been very intrigued by it. I guess I have been really pushed to be a great leader for my family and also someday as a husband and a father. We spent two days talking about what makes a great husband, and it got me asking God to make me in the man he destined to be. I told God he can do complete surgery on me because, with Gods will i am hoping to marry a beautiful girl when i get back. I want to a man who keeps on finding new ways to keep her smiling and feeling beautiful. I have come to believe that it is very important that if your with someone, you are both dreaming together and aiming for God's heart and desires.