almost there

It is my last day in lecture and I am excited. I am sitting next to the calender and I cant believe I have been away from home for almost 3 months. I can say it has been a blur. I can remember some staff, but mostly I am just amazed at how God was there for me through it all. Days i thought I had no more strength God provided. Days I was hurt and angry he comforted me. If I had to do this all over again I wouldn't but I would say God has been my provider and comforter. He's been my shepherd and watcher. He has been my love and romancer. Today I was able to bless someone financially and i found it is truly satisfying to give when it comes from ones heart. God has been wanting to satisfy me for 23 years of my life. It just took going away to Mexico for me to realize it more clearly. Now i cannot say that I am more spiritual, but i can say I have been humbled, broken,distraught. But I also been restored,loved, romanced, and set free!